Well if you dont know my parent’s situation, They’re separted and everyday, i have to bounce from house to house. Here’s my schedule: Everyday i have school, my father wakes me up at 5:40 a.m to go to my mother’s house. Once i get to her house i start to get ready for school and she takes me. After school i have an afterschool program and my father picks me up from there and takes me to his house. Then i sleep. So every weekday is like this and i spent most of my weekends at my mother’s house
Anyway since my summer vacation is around the corner, there’s a dispute that my mom wants me to go to her house everyday like it would be a schoolday. But my father disagrees and would like me to sleep a little bit longer. Personally, i’m okay with getting up at 5:45 and going to her house. (I mean once i get there, I go back to sleep till noon anyway) I think that it would be more easier…but since my father disagrees, he assumes that i disagree too, and if i don’t disagree then he thinks that i’m a weakling. He thinks that my mom and my mom’s daughters always put ideas in my head when they NEVER even talk about my parents divorce. (Atleast when i’m around, they don’t) It’s my own opinion! My dad thinks that I’m weak and a little bitch cause i agree with the her plan. (If you think i’m overreacting, My father even straight up told me that) I only like getting up at 5:45 because i’m use to it and as i said before, I go a back to sleep anyway! This whole separation thing gets me too streesed. And i can’t take it.
I just wish that my dad will understand me and not judge me.
And here i am. Crying my eyes out as i type this. Whatever. I’ve been in way more stupider, and more emotional situations like this with my parents.. Hopefully, the next 4 years will go by fast.